A record of what i listened to today #17

 

1. Jacbob Faurholt – Burning Holes

2. Here We Go magic – Collector

3. Sebadoh - Lisence To Confuse

4. Joan Jett – Bits & Pieces

5. Holy Fuck – Milkshake

6. Sea Of Bees – Willis

7. Glasvegas – Geraldine

8. The Velvet Underground – I’ll be Your Mirror

9. Jose Gonzalez – How Low

10. Plants and Animals – Tom Cruz

11. Modest Mouse – We’ve Got everything

12. Sloan – Two Seater

13.The Velvet Underground – I Can’t Stand It

14. Port O’Brien – Close the Lid

15. Wintersleep -Drunk On Aluminum

16. Hey Rosetta! – New Goodbye

17. Joe  Purdy – Why You

18. Pinback – Concrete Seconds

19. Decendents – Cheer

20. Polvo - Beggers Bowl

21. Depeche Mode – Dreaming of Me

the duration of my orientation

I spare no effort to find a better way,
Though my way is not so bad.

Ideally interpreted at times,
Often confused.
Yet there still remains the entitled consideration of everything around me.

Charming and agreeable and
Commonly inspiring.
Until the grooming period unsurprizingly ends and expectation becomes the way.

” I would rather be loathed for who I am,
then loved for who I am not.”

I shake it off with honesty.
Attention through dependency is routinely discarded as unnecessary bullshit.

I talk it down with my succumbed indifference.
I feel the wonder of the disconnect between our incompatible perspectives and
I remind myself that this is not the way…

This is not my way.

what will be will become

att:  j.c.

“Attention is the manufacturer of illusions and if one wants reality one ought to be detached.”

Illusions create doubt, mistrust and desire of things which can not be claimed or labelled.

It does not cease to exist because it is desired, but it does change the essence for being desired.

Desiring anything is wasted time considering that reality is simply a balanced detachment from all things around us.

Of course there are afflictions we attach to that are less of a decision and more humanly predictable.

It’s inevitable that we attach to someone in a way that pain ceases to be pain and becomes something more desperate and necessary.

Detachment is not callous.

Detachment is the ability to see reality for exactly what it is and accept it  for that reason.

FREEDOM.

The universe unfolds as it should, so why bother fighting it?

To disconnect is to allow all things to become effortless.

Any perspective based in detachment seems to me, to be nothing more than a good and healthy way to live.

Consider spending time doing nothing.

#3 a record of what i listened to today “whyareyoustillawake?”

1. SAY HI-Northwestern Girls

2. BENOIT PIOULARD- Golden Grin

3. FIGURINES- Hey, Girl

4. ARCHITECTURE IN HELSINKI- Heart it Races

5. RUBY SUNS- Kenya Dig It?

6. THE HELIO SEQUENCE- Lately

7. OXFORD COLLAPSE- Pleas Visit Your National Parks

8. CARIBOU- Sandy

9. HOLY FUCK- Echo  Sam

10. DR. DOG- The Old Days